a-comeback-posting

wohoo,,,i'm back!
it's good to be back, isn't it?
a lot to tell lately, but don't worry i'll let you know the details.
it's been one hell of a week. midterm period really take my time , and [like always] i committed to do better and stuff, torturing my self with caffeine and forcing my brain to receive tons of study material and suddenly i didn't have much time to sleep or just catch up with my sisters. simply because I'm physically exhausted. it's really not a healthiest way to spend a week, isn't it? but then again, double major [accounting and information system] isn't exactly the healthiest way to spend your four years [oopss,,,five years] either.

like you all know, every time you want to do a good thing there always obstruction to go there. take me for example, like the night when i supposed to learning accounting theory, i just couldn't resist my self to not watching vantage point until 1 am. good movie, that's all i have to say, very twisted at the end. owkay, and the last 3 days, i just woke up when clock reads around 3-4am. completely sober! i dont know it' s a good thing or not. but found myself awake at almost dawn is something i never did before. And if i'm not mistaken, about 3 or 4 days ago, i just completely lost track of time, me and my sis even argued about what day was it, i said "it's wednesday, isn't it?", she answered "no, it's thursday". i was going "r u sure?really sure today it's thursday". she replied "of course!!i got exam today, so do you!!".and she told me to focus on driving with unbelievable-look on her face. and at the noon, i breached red light 3 times. yes, it's also something i never did before. i'm a good driver for god's sake!and accidentally ,a good friend of mine, driving right behind me when i breached red light, then she right away sent me sms after those unwanted incident, it said "put, klo lampu merah berenti donk". and you know what, i didn't even notice, that it was red, not until she sent me the sms!!no kidding!!

owkayy,,it's just me acting beyond weird or my temporary insanity already expand to the new level?

well,,i just hopes these stress-induced episodes are not indications that i might be predisposed to some psychological problem..ga akan separah itu kayaknya sih..being sane is something to be thankful for lho.which is remind me that there always something good u can get from severe-devastated -heartbreaking circumstances . like when i'm in the middle of the never ending chaotic situation caused by [again] midterm period, a short message coming right through my 'lovely' cellphone. a very simple message from a very simple person. and surprisingly it can recharge my mood, pumping my energy, and refresh my mind.

to be frank,

i really don't know since when did "semangat put!!" become my two favorite words.
^_^

who knew, one simple sms could be soo therapeutic?




-P.U.T.R.I-

this is what i called 'the rythm of life'

sebelumnya gw mau mohon maaf dulu bagi beberapa orang yang sudah babak belur baca postingan sebelumnya, sebagai penulis gw jadi ga enak sendiri, mengetahui pembacanya ada yang tertonjok, tertusuk, tertendang, tertampar, dan lain sebagainya. mohon maaf sekali lagi ya. tapi knowing that my blog can be something to think about it's more than enough kok.hehe.

owkayy,,,maap telah meninggalkan blog ini untuk beberapa saat yang ga bisa dibilang sebentar, ini juga tersadarkan oleh sms nya si rey yang mengingatkan untuk kembali bercerita di blog ini, haha, halah paling yang baca juga itu-itu aja.ndak ada specialnya gitu, dan menyangkut existensi sebagai blogger?halah rei, saya ndak peduli dengan hal-hal kayak gitu, ini aja ngetik juga pake acara kaki pegel-pegel dan pinggang cekot-cekot, hahaha. iya belakangan ini menjabat tugas baru sebagai supir keluarga, ga tanggung-tanggung, nyetirnya pun lintas daerah dari timur ke barat, dan puncak capeknya kayaknya hari ini dimana dari depan trans tv sampe halim macet, dan gw pun kekeh ga mau masuk tol, wah,,,akhirnya merasakan macet tiada tara, mobil pada nyelak-nyelak ga karuan, yang seharusnya cuma bisa 2 jalur ini expansi jadi 4 jalur, eh giliran udah ngantri lama-lama, ada angkot main nyelak,,ending2nya dia malah ngulurin jempoll,,,,haiyahhh,,,gw kasih kelingking, kalah lo!!! [lha emang lomba suit put??]

gimana badan ga ambruk, 4 hari belakangan ini kerja rodi mulu [agak lebay ini!]. kuliah pagi pulang magrib mulu, ini nyampe rumah melakukan ritual seperti mandi-sholat-browsing-nnton chuck sampe tengah malem, trus jam setangah lima pagi udah bangun lagi buat berkativitas kembali ke dunia perkampusan, berhubung harus nganterin si asti ke grogol jadilah waktu berangkat dipercepat demi kenyamanan kami bersama.

pulangnya ga kalah hectic, dari kampus jemput asti lagi ke grogol, terus lanjut jemput nyokap di kantornya di daerah blok M, berhubung si papa lagi ada proyek di daerah cikarang jadi agak ga sempet kalo mesti jemput Ibu Negara. oia, jangan lupa dengan kemacetan yang harus gw tempuh untuk sampe ke kantor nyokap. Sampe sana, kadang ga langsung pulang, harus pergi ke mana kek gitu, ntah itu belanja perlengkapan adek gw, ato nggak makan dulu.yawda dengan mata sayup-sayup dan badan udah nyaris remuk [4 hari mann,,rutinitas gw begini terus], akhirnya abis keluar tol pondok gede gw berenti dulu, TIDUR!!lumayan 15 menit, bikin nih mata ga pedes!!gilak, ga kuat aja nih mata, berat banget!!

untuk ukuran 'complainer sejati' macem gw ini, tingkat kesabaran gw kayaknya lagi diuji, tapi so far gw sih masih enjoy aja ngejalaninnya..masih untung dikasih kerjaan, dan ntah kenapa, justru gw menemukan my-quality-time disaat sedang nyetir, sendirian, macet dan sedang hujan, plus diiringi lagu-lagu sendu, behh,,,poll syahdunya!!udah tuh, bisa ngelamun sambil ngeliat indahnya gradasi lampu-lampu jalan yang terkena air hujan. ga ada tandingannya deh!haha. mau motor motong jalan, bus berenti dengan egoisnya, atau ada mobil yang juga jalannya kek siput, kalo lagi situasi my-quality-time itu semua termaafkan!

kalo kata bokap, just see everything from the positive side, soalnya kalo liat negative mulu, jadi lupa apa yang udah kita punya, dan jatoh-jatohnya jadi orang yang kikir, ga pernah puas, selalu merasa kekurangan dan lupa bersyukur. he's so damn right!!

capek?well paling nggak gw ada kerjaan.
pegel?iya emang, tapi kalo liat orang bejubel di bus, saya sangat bersyukur punya kamu, sil!!walopun tadi sempet tiris bensin, tapi we made it sil!!bulan depan, minumanmu tak tambah takerannya ya sil, premium turun soalnya!!horee!!tapi dolar masih kuat, sial!!
ngantuk?sangad, tapi kalo dibandingin sama orang lain yang kerjanya lebih keras daripada gw, kayaknya gw terkesan manja banget ya.hehe.
ga ada waktu buat seneng-seneng?tapi gw bisa ngobrol banyak sama adek dan nyokap di sela-sela kemacetan hectic itu. dan itu sudah lebih dari cukup.


“ NIKMAT TUHANMU YANG MANA YANG KAMU DUSTAKAN?”





-P.U.T.R.I-